Golden Heart

This was inspired by certain Hendrix and Tupac songs.. Two artists of different genres whom I fuckin' love!...

Eyes concentrated onto the ceiling
The warmth of the cloth against her body
But the heart and soul received a cold feeling
Tears rolling down the cheeks, one after another
A struggle arises that she did not want to meet
Seconds feel like minutes, minutes feel like hours, hours feel like days, and days feel like years
The end, she hopes is soon to come near
Stuck in a nightmare and at times stuck with fear
Wanting to escape, not wanting to feel
Not caring if her eyes were closed shut the next day along with her body in dirt concealed
Many stepped into her life
The hurt trying to deprive
Some did not succeed
Only some saw her eyes bleed
A few kept attacking her soul
Attacking with positive vibes
Trying to help her survive
Not letting her heart beat grow slow
She finally started rising, rising slowly in hope for a better day
As she started to rise, an Angel flew her way
An Angel in disguise, beautiful at heart
A vibrant glow the Angel shined from the start
The Angel stayed took her under the wings
An emptiness was felt, an emptiness she was perceiving
The Angel stood by her side
Lifted her spirits up as if she were about to fly
The warmth and beauty of the Angel's heart was what she felt
Her cold heart soon started to melt
Little by little the Angel's warmth in her heart it stayed
Not only the Angel's heart, but other hearts she let enter her way
The Angel led her down a new road
Her mind, body, and soul was then entered into a new mode
She still continues to see this Angel throughout her life
Keeping the Angel at a close distance, keeping the golden hearted Angel as long as she can with all her might

Cierra Tus Ojos !

La juventud se esta hiendo, años siguen viniendo. Estamos vivos o muertos? La vida te trae sorpresas, malas o buenas tragedias, buenas vibras, gente viene y sale, amigos quienes son? Miro atrás de mi, ahí están, volteo al otro lado por un segundo, volteo para atrás, miro atrás de mi otra vez, donde están? La vida te puede pudrir la alma, la vida te puede curar la alma. Estamos vivos o muertos? Viviendo en un infierno, muertos nos sentimos. Viviendo feliz, mas vivos nos sentimos. Estamos vivos o muertos? Tal vez nuestra vida empieza cuando nuestro corazón pare. Tal vez esta "vida" que vivimos es solo un sueno. Tal vez estamos dormidos en este momento, cuando vamos a despertar y vivir nuestra vida? Cuando vamos a despertar y sentir nuestra vida? Sentir lo que vivimos, poder sentir lo que es sentir ser libre sin las cadenas teniendonos aquí atrapados. Cierra tus ojos, imagínate en un lugar donde estas feliz, estas viviendo! Tal vez cuando nuestro ojos se cierran nuestra alma empieza a vivir? Tal vez en un sueno estamos viviendo. Tal vez cuando nuestros ojos se cierren para siempre, empezaremos a vivir...

© Ruda

Mesmerizing Eyes

Some sonnet I wrote around feb (2012)....

Looking deep into those strong vivid eyes..
Clasp of your emotion, intimacy..
Eyes engaged, a radiant feeling lies..
The heart beating strongly, intensely..
The light of the sky, caressing your face..
Gleaming through your body, making you glow..
Foreign feeling I feel passion and haze..
Yet so affective, intimacy shows..
Light, clothing over you so sensual..
The beat of my body with fierce it runs..
Caused by those shined eyes, unforgettable..
Memorable feeling, can not run from..
Can’t run from it, too strong to let go of..
Within seconds, into me this was shoved..


© Rudas

High Winds Up on the Clouds

The scientist was working on an experiment that could change the world forever. This experiement, is not to be taken to extreme levels. The scientist decided to do the complete opposite and take it to extreme levels. He continued the experiement all night. So then, he decided for this experiement to be completely successful, he needed a subject. So then one day the scientist, decided to go out and find himself a friend suitable for this life changing night. The time finally came. The experiement was taken to an extreme level and went out of control. Hearts were stopped, bodies on floor, no movement came upon the scene.

Eyes opened, new life awakened, going through high winds up on the clouds, soaring the sky, locked in between the winds, a new view on the world, a fresher scent then felt before, this positive energy before, was needed more, vibrations of the wind, music hitting the body, green nature around, vibrant colored roses, flowers, gloomed into the air, nature more vibrant then ever before, scenses lightened unto unimaginable feelings, able to feel the touch of the air, touch of a grain of sand, the body has finally woken up

View was set upon the person who lays on Earth, colored clothes faded, distorted, rich soil dirt, minced upon the cloth, skin was hard and roughened, smelled of dirt, body up against metal side, bags of waste gone into the metal room, darkness now ascends upon the person who lays on Earth

The hands with the camera, sets a few feet away from the person who lays on Earth, scoped into the point of view, focus was set, an angle so precise, a new view was set upon

View was set upon the person who lays on Earth, a new form of view was set upon, beautiful enriched colored clothes, vibrant enough touching the ray of the sun, covered by the moon at night, skin as soft as a feather, a smile up on the person who lays on Earth

Button was pressed down, a flash appeared, dissapeared within seconds, those treasured seconds, cathing a glimpse of the beautiful view

View has now dissapeared, eyes have opened, the music against the body is no longer felt, new scenses have vanished, vibrant colors faded, it is the scientist who's awakened, a false accusation was taken, hearts once again have beaten, a dream of being alive has been taken